and I don't know why but the Christmas spirt is not held in my grasp

The past few weeks have highlighted the speed in which people leave and join or rejoin your life after such long periods of time with little or no communication . The ability to overlook the reason for doing something is something im becoming increasingly good at . When a situation is premeditated you allow your self to exaggerate what's going to happen leaving yourself in a massive state over nothing . Here's an image which reminds me of my self contained nature urgh i dont care to expand ...