How much stress can be taken until you snap . Its all just one big game , disregard  any talent  or effort you may put in . its not a case of that its about total submission . getting stamped on and continuing to hoover up there intolerable shit.Its about listening to the bellowing vagueness of everything then being told how wrong you've done everything .The Dmu experience

 Surrounded by poverty. Living amongst the alcoholics , drug addicts  and unemployed . its not bohemian its not a choice staring at there hardened  faces as they shuffle around in ill fitting clothing carrying plastic bags. the streets are full of glass , rubbish and abandoned mattresses .